It's half an hour to midnight n right now~ haha.. i CAN'T SLEEP!!! i dunno what made me do it but after more than 5 years not opening my 2nd drawer next to my bed, i jz had to do it tonight~ no biggie~ loads of trash saja~ NOT!! gilaaaa~ bring back loads of memories~ that particular drawer i jz mentioned is where i stash all my cards from ppl...~ birthday cards, hari raya cards, love lettersss ( hehehe.. tia krg~ that i stash it somewhere safe~ ;P) so basically jz those two events. sian ahhh~ lolzzz.. =P
buuuuutt~ i jz realised these stuffs are sooo precious to me that i dun even have the guts to throw them~ m still goin thru somee~n it hurts that these ppl that meant soo much to me back then, is now out of my life~ i jz lost touch with them.. i dunno what the hell they're doin right now, where they are or what happened to them..~ daaaaymn~ sayang ehhh~ laods maaan i tell you~ hehe.. ;) i didnt know i had so many friends beforee~ hahaha... now m a loner~ hahahaha...
calie ehhh~ haha.. n soooo cuteee~ broken malay, wrong spellings, cards with 'aku.. aku' then 'saya'.. we dun even use 'saya' when orally speaking among friends... lolzzz.. then some with good intention of inviting me tapi nada name & address~ lupa tia kali~ hahaha.. goddd!!! sooo cuteee~ imagine meeting them again!!! haha..i wish.. :( even if i did see them now, i jz dunno how to react, pretending not to know them i guess is the best way??? aiyoooo~ true juaa~ it'd be really weird if i jz come up to them n say 'haaaii, remember me???'
anyhow, now i know one thing we were taught to put in, in raya cards before.. 'inda ku tau apa kan cakap.. datang saja ke rumah ku' =P
50++++++ cardsss~ wehuuuuu~ nda sanggup ehh~ im sooo not gonna read all of them tonight~ buuuut~ i wanna share this with you~
*drums rolling~~~~~~~~~~~
MY FIRST BIRTHDAY CARD~~~ mind you its soooo classic, its practically a 13 year-old card.. i remembered a $50 note in it when i opened it.. i was sooo clueless that time coz birthdays didnt mean soo much to me~ come onnnn!! i was only 6!! what do ya expect~ haha.. i was sitting on the piano seat in the living room of my old house in Tanah Jambu~ hah!!! i remembered!! there were no presents... =( soo sad~ haha..
PROOF!!!! =p
&& To ex-PGGMBs, Telipok/Sg Akar.. hehe.. Mase, Jimbo, Aimi~ errr i cnt find u guys punya cardss~ were we friends before?? haha... hugssss.. NO MATTER!!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!! my buisss, ma babesss~ loversss.. haha.. group hugggg!!!
ps: i think im having like some kinda negative syndrome... breakdown kali!! haha.. capi2~ S***!!!! im going soooon!!! ahhhh!!!!
