Take a step back and observe...~

Take a step back and observe. Once in the front line there’s no stopping what will happen and then every single thing will sound ridiculous and slowly lose their meanings. Sound that’s heard is harsher, no time to quietly analyse the meaning behind everything just to please the crowd.

Not all requires to be heard and some best left alone…. Forgotten. Once heard, regret followed and cannot be taken back. Only other much more pleasant sound can help heal the wounds. However once started and repeatedly worded quite harshly, we lose our self judgement, to join the crowd and that’s very regretful.

But somehow a light showed and a clear path seen, to make us think back and slowly find our way back. Thus allowing us to take a step one at a time… to heal, observe and find the actual truth behind everything.

The dreamer is back~
xoxo

oh ma freaking gaaaddd!!!

LOLZZZ... upon high demands to update my blog~ so here it is~ hahaha.. that was random of mee~ hehehe.. :p well anyway, here i am!!!

m back in tha hooooooooooood~ just so u know this is like 1am already n yes m up and wide awakeee!!! oh godd just finish my assignment n have to study since i have chem exam tmrw~ sucks ryteeee~ so saaadd~

mentioning that, i didnt sleep the whole nyte yesterday~ know y??? my room my vibrating and banging sooo hard i cudnt sleep~ plus i was doing my assignment~ *sigh.. stupid ppl doing it in the middle of the nytee~ paluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuui!!! to be honest m like~ i thought ppl were 'carrying' stuffs.. instead they were... ahhh~... how to say it nicely~ hmmmm~ *humping?? hahahahahahaha... OMG!!!! its like~ woooooow~ i heard stories n all~ where u cn here ppl moaning n all~ but this!!! OMG!!! classic man!!!.. the horrible thing is its ryte next to my rooooom~ URGHHHH~ disgusting~ let's see~ i heard banging like ard 2am... then its been going for so long, made me sooo curious.. i place my ear on the wall to hear squeaking of bed.. and oh godddd!!!! HORROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR!!! moaning i tell you!!! *shitt maaan~ enough enough...

*siiiiiiiiiiiiigh.. so many things happened here~.. oh i jz move in with my friends to a 5 bedroom bedroom~ coz its better since we're all fasting n all~ but our 'joy' didnt last long~ another 'PALUUUUUUUUUUUUUUI', a guy jz move a day after we move in, guess where he's from~....... *screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! m nt trying to be racist n all but~ urghhhh~ MACAM SUUUUUUUPIR~ n old lagi!! mihir ehhh~ y do bad things keep on coming~

oh oh!!!! not jz that!! gila trauma ehh yesterday!!! sudah tah that 'banging' ryteee~ okaaay, before that 1am incident, me n my friend were watching TV rytee~ n this was yesterday btw~ n he jz went out of his room with DARK BLUE TOWEL WRAPPED ARD HIS WAIST (which does nt go nicely with his dark skin..) *brrrrr~... PARUTNYA LABUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!! OMG!!! mihiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir!!!!!!!! *screeeeamss..~ okay maybe M a bit stressed out now!!! gaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkk!!!!!

n the weird thing is ya slalu kluar in the middle of the nyte~ like noow~ he's still up in the kitchen~ dunno what the hell he's doing~ let's hope ya inda kacau our stuffss.. uuuuurghh~.. jahat ahh~ my friend ckp mcm TIKUS~ lolzz... well kinda ryteeee~

oh godd!!! m freaking tired now~ have to wake up soon for sahur~

NYTEEE PPL~ love ya all~ hugss...~ cnt wait to go back homeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ wehaaaa!!!

izah salleh~

guide to dating? anyone?

Tomorrow I will have my first end of semester exam~ wehaaaaaaaa~ lolzz. i have no idea why im so excited bout it when i havent finish studying~ lolzz.. it ANATOMY & PHYSIOLOGY guyss~ haha.. my fav~ :p but i wonder why I'm here blogging instead of cramming structures and scientific names into my head.. ahh wait.. brain..~ hmmm~ makes me wonder~ hahaha.. biar ehh~ later laterr~ i promisee~ to myself~ hehe..

Guess what~ after weeks & weeks of using this horrible pencil (refer pic below), don't mind the broken bit; -> poor pencil you've been loyal to me but i broke you in half. Well I was bored stiff during tutorial on one gloomy day. Soooooo I've finally got myself a nice baby-blue pencil~ or pensil katik-katik~ hahaha.. skadar jua ehh~ buut~ m proud of myself~ for buying it~ coz its bloody expensive heree~ ceeeeeeh~ i cud get only like $1 kali in brunei~

free Cadbury pencil I found in my pencilcase~ lucky huh~

so anywaaay~ at laaaaast~ after all that waiting~ my present from Winchester has arrived~ well last week sudah~ but i just received it on Tuesday~ thanks majaa~ hugss... so here it iss~ ;) dont look surprised or passive just coz u think you know me~ hahaha.. ;)

'Guide to dating' by Lauren Henderson

LOLZZZ.... maja please forgive me coz i cnt stop myself from laughing when i saw the title~ hahaha... anyway i guess it helps~ but the weird thing is that book just called me BITCHY~ wondering now?? hahahaha..

well apparently i took the test at the back of the book :

--> WHICH JANE AUSTEN CHARACTER ARE YOU?

so I'm Mary Crawford. if u guys dont know who she is, she's a character from Mansfield Park. It says that I'm BITCHY, CLEVER AND CYNICAL~ hooooooh!!!! M likeeee wot theeeee~ thanks for that~ first the SHOCK-ABSORBER (refer May 12 post) now this~ *siiiigh.. sooooo sad... im sooo sad now~ noooooot~

to be honest, I was not truthful with some of the questions, well I wasn't sure what to put sooo I just made them up~

In conclusion~ REALISTICALLY I AM NOT MARY CRAWFORD..~ =D simpleee~

And guyss~ if you don't know who the heck is Jane Austen~ she's one of the best classical author eveeeer~ i love her booksss.. ive read Pride & Prejudice, my fav. and I've watched Mansfield Park. Awesome i tell youu~ if you love strapping, broad + charming guys with an air of POSH-NESS~ then i recommend Jane Austen's books.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! STUDY!!!!

xoxo,

izah.

healthy eating~ :p

Blogging my day~ made a late start today..~ wuhuuu~ june already~ it means closer to going back~ =) n closer till exams time~ aiyaaa~ not ready.. =s ive been bz playing ard with my friends~ hehe.. =P

this week is study week~ sooo no lectures~ wuhuuu~ n my anatomy&physiology theory exam will on this friday~

me, joyce, kimberly, ryo & jeffrey~ ;P

so anyway~ yesterday i had my first ever vegetarian cooking class~ haha.. oh come on~ ill be a dietitian soon~ so i need to know more about healthy eating~ kan~ lolzz.. ;) hehe.. but i had chocs after~ haha.. it was pretty interesting and its something new u know. no meat at all. Just veggies, lotsa spices & some cheese and eggs~

So we started at ard 4-ish pm~ mind you it was raining and really cold. i think its winter now, that's why its been raining a lot lately, to compensate for snow-less weather~ hehe.. ;) the cooking class finished ard 7pm, must say it was a really friendly environment. i think we were the only young ones in the group. haha.. thats y we even dared took pics as silly as the one above. lolzz..

promo timee~ although veggie menus sound not as appealing as --> spaghetti bolognaise or deluxe chicken burger or or roti kosong + kari~ lolz.. however they taste really good~ haha.. one thing i found out was they put lotsa SPICES & virgin olive oil~ lolzz.. to make them more tasty~ i think~ hehe.. :p but they're seriously good. want to know what we had after all the cooking?? haha.. beee prepared~ :p

1) NUT BURGERS~ (this is my fav) =P

2) PUMPKIN SALAD ( hmm~ so sooo~ taste like potatoes) haha..

3) BROWN LENTIL STEW ( ahhhhhmmm~ ok laaaa~)

4) VEGETABLE QUICHE~ (i love this one)..

so guuuuys~ don't laugh or mock me~ hahaha.. coz vegetarians spend more than normal people do~ hahaha.. they have to buy quality & rare stuffss.. like to make the pastry for the quiche, they had to go all the way to Sunshine coast for the wholegrain flour~ u see~ n those herbs & spices are super expensive coz they're good for you~ bannnar~

so if u guys are interested to try some of them, you can ask from me for the recipe~ hahahaha.. which i doubt~ lolzzz... McDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~ i love youuuu~ hahahaha

sh**tooooo~ study timeee~ ;)

xoxo

happy happy dayss~

happy birthday to meee~ oh waaait~ it's May already~ booooooooooo~ lame-ooo~ haha..



n the title~ it's 'day' not dayss~ hahaha.. m i getting lamer?? haha.. =P it's been long since i last posted anything sooo formal? soo serious?? hahaha.. *round 3.. lameee~ booooo~ me~ haha u know u love me by reading my blog~ haha.. kaaan~ ;)


so newaaay~ moving on..


HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BROO NIP.. & tuuuck~ hahaha.. *round 4... booo~ hahaha.. ok okaaay seriouss~.. no more play play~ aiyaaa~


THE SERIOUS ONE~


HAPPY 17TH BIRHDAY HANIIIF~ my 'super-hot' broo~ haha.. happy now~ see~ serious already~.. hmm~ wait~ i havent look for a nice pic yet~ :p

here we goooo~ hehe.. ;)

hope u had a blast theree~ peacee~ i jz called youu~ hehe.. n goodluck with ur examss~ ;P nanti me lanja aiteee~ arah McD...~ *drooools~ ok enough enough...

chillyyyyyyy blogger.. soooo cold~

xoxo..

tagged by izaa & izah~ :p

10 Years Ago, I...

1. was still a baby =P haha..
2. hmm~ i was only 10.. so still a baby~ hahaha..
3. started collecting Enid Blyton's books.. they're awesomee~ they still are.. =D
4. was a straight A student and teachers' pet.. haha.. coz m cutee~ HAHAHA..!!!
5. got TWINS~ haha.. for sisters laaah~ hahaha.. 1998~ THAT WAS AGES AGOO~ look how big my sisters grew~ (probably taller than me now.. ;P)

5 Years Ago, I...

1. met deeba for the first time.. ;P still tight as ever~ right?? hehe..
2. remained the smallest in class until....~ kamkam came~ hehe.. so she's the smallest.. haha..
3. only grew few cm.. haha.. (wat's with me with heights? helooo~ haha..)
4. removed my braces~ =D
5. wanted to become a doctor.. =)

3 Years Ago, I...

1. was struggling with A'level.
2. met my lovelies~ u guys know who u are.. hehe.. =)
3. 'm still together with deeba.. hahaa.. right?? *winks..
4. was involved in some 'girly-girly' drama. *sigh..
5. joined karate..

A Year Ago, I...

1. was a 'grape-planter'..
2. was still thinking what to pursue with my grades..
3. had my scholarship interview, which i already got.. yay me~ :p
4. went to korea for this Asia Youth Camp and i met 'him'.. well it hasnt reached a year yet.. soo does that count??
5. was packing and ready to go.. to start a new uni lifee~ elsewhere ;P

So Far This Year, I...

1. am in Brisbane~ haha.. obviously~
2. 'm loving my course~ and more health conscious.. haha.. yea rytee~
3. met a lot of people..~ n loving them to bits.. hehe.. ;)
4. can't wait for june..
5. am feeling a bit homesick.. haha.. sooon~


Yesterday, I....

1. wasn't feeling well..
2. woke up early but fell back to sleep coz it was too cold..
3. only had an hour tut.
4. slept late, late mins cramming with anatomy n physiology..
5. was playing DJ with myself.. jz me and my laptop.. lolz.. =P


Today, I ....

1. made a fresh start by continuing to study my anatomy & physiology
2. had my prac exam @ 4pm.. thank god it was 'kinda' easy.. ;P
3. had banana & milo for brunch.. *yuuuck.. agaaain..
4. celebrate with Ryo by buying ourselves some more doughnuts.. haha..
5. was given this cute-yummy cone-shaped strawberry/choc stick by Ryo~ haha.. =) *drools..


Tomorrow I will...

1. continue to celebrate after that exam.. duuuii~ haha.. skadar~ results lagi alum ada.. capi2.. ;P
2. continue to fall asleep in lec and be bored~
3. play ard with my friends..
4. call my halmoniii~ last tym i called her, she was in the toilet..~ oops.. hahaha..
5. think of what movie to watch this friday @ southbank..~ hehe..

HAPPY~ one thing least on my mind~ even my assignments are all done~ wuhuu~.. more things to look for~ JUNEEEEEEEEEEEE~ dont make me waaait~ haha..

cheerss.. ;)
izah salleh

Tha b****~

I'm supposed to be studying but yea here i am~ haha.. well i just remembered something & I want to put this as a memoir~ HAH!!!

okay, I was out in the city this afternoon, trying to look for an adapter for my laptop, which just died on me~ stupid adapter~ hate you!! haha.. but yeaa~ thank god Jeffie tagged along and helped me looked for a new one. Trust me if i went alone, 100% i wont get it in 30mins or by today~ thanks a bunch yaaaww~

So i got my new adapter yeaa~ which cost me $99.. *eurghhh~ *sakit hati ku~ and we were walking back to Garden's Point campus, there I was minding my own business and listening to Jeffie talking~ i really didnt realised my eyes *wondered elsewhere~ brabiss.. then this "SHOCK-ABSORBER" looked at me rudely as I was *sighing.. ya baie terasa.. then she kept looking and thiiiis strange "SHOCK-ABSORBER" called me a b****... m likeee~ woooow~ that's the first~ i mean my friends sometimes called me that~ haha.. playfully.. but thiiis~ she looked like she was about to attack me.. talk about FREAKING, OLD "SHOCK-ABSORBER"... you laa biatchh~ crazy yaaaw~

yaay me~ first being called a b**** sincerely..~ thank youuu for that~ imagine if she bamboozled me~ matiii~ picak kalii~ hahaha.. she wont feel a thing pasal ya shock-absorber~ hahaha.. *bitter~

anyway, m happy i got a new adapter, or else i wouldnt be typing now.

thanks fiefieee~ hahaha.. you're too blunt.. cooliyoooo~

izahsalleh.